"When I was 20 years old, I started having inner ear problems. My head was constantly spinning and dizzy and I could not get out of bed for 30 days. At 21, I was taken to the emergency room for the same problem. I was diagnosed with Meniere's disease (a syndrome that includes tinnitus, hearing loss and vertigo). The National Institutes for Health classifies it as a rare disease with no known cause or cure. It is thought to result from pressure on blood vessels causing nerves to compress. It affected my balance dramatically. Also I began experiencing tracer lights in my eyes. I met Rodney when I was 27 years old. For those 7 years before, I always saw tracer lights and had balance problems. After my first Fetalogos session, my tracer lights completely disappeared. I even noticed later that night I was holding onto the steering wheel of my car differently. Rodney mentioned to me that he had integrated and balanced all 116 spheres of my brain. Two weeks later, all my balance problems disappeared; all this without medication. I've had no recurrence in the 3 years since, and I even fly now without problems which would have been impossible before." S.P. Duncanville, TX
"At our first meeting, I presented Rodney my long list of seemingly incurable problems. I suffered from manic-depression, seizures, anorexia, TMJ, migraines, anemia, constant infections, short-term memory loss, heart murmur, and kidney failure. He looked straight at me and calmly said, "They're all fixable." All my doctors, neurologists, psychopharmocologists, renal specialists, hematologist specialists had never been capable of saying this. Understandably, I was completely shocked. This ran contrary to everything I had been led to believe, and it's what I so desperately needed to know. That's when my healing process began with Rodney and his Fetalogos technique. Twenty-one years of emotionally-induced physical and mental suffering were resolved with Fetalogos, a unique approach of energy medicine and spiritual healing. A year and a half later, I am completely free of all medication. I am no longer manic-depressive or anorexic. 18 months ago my doctors were ready to put me on kidney dialysis while I awaited a kidney transplant. Today, with no surgery, my kidneys function normally thanks to Rodney's Fetalogos technique. And all the other problems I had disappeared as I became more physically, emotionally and spiritually balanced." A.N. Dallas, TX
"I started healing with Rodney seven years ago. He told me it would change me. I was excited and terrified. Part of me knew that this was exactly what I needed, yet I was afraid to let go of what I thought I was. I was full of doubt and fear and pain from past horrific experiences. To describe exactly what Fetalogos does is difficult. My best analogy is this: In the mind there are rooms we've locked up with skeletons, shadows and demons from our past. When these doors break open, we can't control our feelings and actions. It takes so much of our internal energy to keep them locked. It wasn't me who was afraid down deep; rather it was the influence of my demons. To go through the Fetalogos healing sessions opens these doors one last time. We deal with what's inside and, instead of putting it all back, we let it go and are finally free. It didn't change me, it freed me." K.J.H Dallas, TX
"From the time I began school, math was my worst subject. I kept wondering how I was going to graduate from high school, but I somehow managed with math. College was a different story. I needed to pass an algebra course before I could graduate. When I met Rodney I had already taken the same algebra course twice and failed both times. We talked for a while, and then he told me I had math dyslexia. It would take 2-3 sessions to correct it. Rodney used his Fetalogos technique to correct my problem which he described as a cross-wiring in my brain. The next semester I enrolled in college to, once again, take my algebra requirement. To my amazement, I loved math. For the first time in my life, the problems were easy to solve, and I came away with a 96 in the course. Thanks to Rodney, I passed math and now have my baccalaureate degree." A.P. Dallas, TX
"His
energy is so powerful... he has the energy of a Qigong Master."
C.G. Arlington, TX
"Rodney's insight combined with his deep attunement and compassion transformed my energy from negative patterns to deep love. A true healer, he allowed me to experience my true self." S.S. Chino Valley, AZ
"I was seeking balance and harmony when Rodney appeared in my life. I believe there are no chance encounters and every happening in the universe has purpose and intent. God confirmed this for me once again. Throughout my life, I felt undeserving of the gifts God had bestowed on me. Internalizing this irrational thought left me full of fear, guilt, shame, and lacking in self love.
At 23, this self-loathing led to an accident leaving me without the use of one ankle. Twenty years later, my condition was the same, until I met Rodney. In an atmosphere of unconditional love and acceptance, a powerful synergy was created between myself, him, and God. One by one my emotional shackles were released and replaced with grace, forgiveness, and self love.
My
first session was both exhilarating and exhausting. After an emotional
breakthrough, every cell in my body was ignited with God's pure love.
At 43, this was the first time I had experienced true self-love. A metamorphosis
began taking place within 24 hours of the session. The healing process
had already begun to release my frozen ankle. I realized, then, that
what Rodney was putting into motion was incredibly powerful. In order
for me to receive every intended blessing from God, I had to remain
committed to removing blocks, both emotional and physical.
In my second session, I felt cradled in God's love as the energy flowed
through my body. It was a beautiful experience. I actually sensed that
Rodney was sculpting a new joint for my ankle. At my third session,
Rodney reaffirmed what my goals were and reminded me I needed to stay
on the correct path, by pointing out truths about myself I had been
avoiding. I felt more movement in my ankle, and I was overcome with
gratitude.
Along
with freedom of movement, each session unveiled an acute awareness of
my emotional and physical bondage. I was liberated by the realization
that fear cannot possess me if I don't accept it. For years, my fears
had haunted me. They had escalated and took on a life of their own.
I know now I'm free to choose and create a loving and forgiving environment,
a space of beauty in which to live and grow. From within myself, the
truth has emerged.
At 43, I have movement in my ankle. More importantly, my soul and spirit
are flourishing. As with all journeys, it is the simple, yet profound
truths that change everything. Self love is mandatory." T.K. Bloomington,
IL
"This is a memoir of a complete and personal renewal. A remarkable transcendence, from the depths of inexorable depression to the heights of a new and liberating self respect, joy of life, and health.
The last two years consisted of painful recurring sores in my mouth and various rashes everywhere on my skin. I saw doctors and had all sorts of treatments - surgery on my tongue, invasive testing, lotions, rinses, toothpastes, pills, salves, and injections. With no true diagnosis, my two physicians literally abandoned me after they had assured me of their communication to each other. I was promised I would hear from them. Not a word from either doctor.
I
still rely on conventional medicine for part of my healing, and I consistently
find communication unsuccessful between my physician and myself. I find
it deplorable that I can only talk to a machine. He takes from two to
seven days to get back to me, if I'm lucky. Obviously, I wouldn't have
called unless it was important. When I do get his call, the doctor is
on his cell phone, in traffic, many miles away physically and mentally.
His attention and responses are usually vague. He stumbles over his
words, and his mind seems blank. I often cancel my next appointment
without explanation. No one ever questions me.
I have taken different medications and have experienced the side effects.
From my perspective, the MD's did not listen or care. According to my
friends and family, I was "stiff, in a fog, and had gained weight."
Outside of nothing fitting me in my closet, and wearing 3-size larger
clothing, I was unaware of my presence.
I needed to know more about what was going on. I became a registered
nurse. I got a Bachelor of Arts in Psychology and a Master's degree
in Human Relations and Business. I have wanted to crush those expensively
framed diplomas so many times. The most important thing I learned throughout
the years was how worthless my educational accomplishments really were
without self-esteem.
I
have read so many books and articles. I have gotten tapes, videos, and
attended lectures. I have gone to people of all walks of life who convinced
me they could help make me feel better, be happier, or cure me. I have
struggled to make ends meet. The jobs I liked ended with staff reductions.
The jobs I didn't like ended the same. This was a horrendous, repeating
saga with all my employers.
My brain often felt cluttered and fuzzy. My brain was cluttered and
fuzzy. I was slow and lost. Without success, I had tried to connect
with my family, friends, and my Higher Power. I was alone, sick, and
a mess. I was tired of everyone and everything. I could not remember
or understand anything about my past and why I was so screwed up. I
had not been able to make positive changes in my behavior and beliefs.
I had always felt stupid, uncoordinated, and just bad. I had no sense
of identity or belonging. I was desperate, hopeless, and lifeless. I
was ashamed, and I didn't know why.
I was suicidal and had attempted it three times. Two times I wasn't expected to live. It felt like I had a hole in my heart and soul. I had been in and out of mental hospitals. My depression had lasted thirty-eight years. My list of doctors, therapists, therapies, tests, and support groups was too huge to list.
Quite
by accident, I spoke with someone on the phone about a health fair project
I was involved in. He spoke about individuals he had worked with who
had long-standing, complex physical, mental, emotional, and learning
problems. Although I didn't exactly understand how his clients achieved
"remarkable recovery and resolutions," the facts I heard were
astounding. His voice was kind. I was intrigued with his candor, positive,
caring philosophy, experiences, and success stories. I felt his compassion
and commitment to helping people. Rodney Julian agreed to participate
in the health fair.
Personally, I was curious and wanted more detailed information from
Rodney about his clients' recoveries. At the last second, before hanging
up, I asked him if we could get together. I wanted to better understand
his approach and methods in helping people with what he called "Fetalogos
energy medicine and spiritual healing." We met and talked for three
hours. Although I listened attentively, I didn't understand his explanations.
But, the theme I heard over and over was that people like me, who were
at the wailing wall of despair and death were able to transform their
negative energy into God's healing light of unconditional love of body
and soul. All through Fetalogos.
Rodney was modest, factual, and enlightening. He was warm and soft-spoken.
He told me that he was a self-taught scientist and researcher. Over
the years, his practice has expanded to include Neuro-kinesiology, inutero
fetal movement repatterning, and Qigong. He spoke from his heart when
he related stories of his clients' transformations. With the program
he has developed, he was completely confident that clients could be
healed of whatever they were suffering from. "The desire and hard
work of each individual is an integral component of success." Their
dedication and commitment to their health was essential for permanent
healing, along with a deeper spiritual faith in something larger than
themselves. He and his clients are open and honest in dialogue, and
a synergy takes place. This synergy provokes and steers the client's
ability to identify and start resolving long-term physical, mental,
emotional, and spiritual issues. This fosters a higher quality of health,
happiness, and life.
With all this information, I believed Rodney was my only hope. I asked if he could help me. He told me most definitely, even without knowing anything I was struggling with. Apparently, he knew right away, but told me much later. He has an uncanny gift of being able to nail people on every issue, no matter how deep you think it's hidden. He can see it all in a totally nonjudgmental way.
No one knew about my appointment with him. I was desperate, and depressed, anxious, but I wasn't afraid. When I got to his home office, there were no forms to complete. We sat and visited in a relaxed, and unhurried environment. He had me lay on his table with gentle music playing. I opened my eyes occasionally to see what he was doing. This was unlike anything I had ever experienced. His arms were moving in the air, like an orchestra conductor. I didn't know what he was doing or why, but I felt relaxed. A few minutes later, I felt energy moving over me and through me, like a soft wind. Occasionally, he asked me some very poignant questions. I answered as best I could. He told me to speak up. He guided me to the empty hole in my heart. He encouraged me to fill the hole in my body with God's unconditional love. He told me to use the affirmation "I love and accept myself unconditionally." The past was the past, and I needed to live each day to the fullest. I could only think and talk positively.
The
session was intense and grueling. He doesn't take long getting to the
core. But, I felt hopeful for the first time. Without knowing how or
why, I actually felt lighter. This was a noninvasive, alternative therapy
I knew nothing about. Before I left the first session, he told me I
had to radically change my diet. I told him I couldn't afford to. He
told me I couldn't afford not to change. My diet has changed dramatically.
It was so hard to cut out carbohydrates, sugar, dairy, yeast, aspartame,
acids, prepared food, fried foods, and polyunsaturated oils. I try to
eat fresh, antibiotic- and hormone-free meat, poultry, and fish. I eat
only fresh vegetables now- nothing frozen or microwaved. I use lots
of Celtic sea salt because of the trace minerals, and I drink much more
water. I started with only a few swallows a day. I still have a lot
about nutrition to learn, but I feel I am on a better path to health
with Rodney's food pyramid.
At the next session, I asked Rodney to explain everything that he was
doing. He said, "If I told you, it would be a short cut. You wouldn't
learn the lessons you need to on your own." I didn't understand,
and I couldn't get him to tell me. He spoke sternly, but was kind and
gentle. On my third visit, I felt like a different person. I am a different
person. My mind is clear. I never felt clear about anything. I wake
up every morning with a wonderful feeling of clarity in my head.
I have continued to improve. There are some down times, but they are significantly less severe and shorter in duration. Rodney calls to check on me occasionally. I call him when I need to, and he never takes long to get back to me. He knows when I need him, and when I can make it on my own. These past six months I have learned so much about myself.
I have learned to love and accept myself just the way I am. I have learned that God loves me and accepts me unconditionally. I have learned how to pray. I have learned that we are all a precious gift from God. I have learned how important it is to welcome and be thankful for God's white light.
I have been able to sever my ties at a place of worship I had been attending for thirty-six years. I never wanted to attend, but I went because of family pressure. Now, I go where I feel comfortable and where I want to be. I feel a renewed love for God and a revitalized spirituality. I am connected. My family and friends are very loving, but I couldn't appreciate it before because I didn't love myself. Through my Fetalogos sessions and a great cognitive therapist, all the rocks stuck in my head were sorted out and smashed. Incredible insight and resolutions appeared along my path. The journey has been long and hard, but I'm moving forward. I am going to be fine. I am already fine. I will be even better.
Now, I am able to identify my anger and extinguish it appropriately. I am able to set boundaries for myself and for the people in my life. I only surround myself with people who are positive, spiritual, mature, and open to learning new ideas. I have been able to forgive and let go. My extra baggage has been trashed permanently. I enjoy being fit- walking, doing yoga, jumping on a rebounder. My love of nature has returned. I breathe in life more deeply. I nurture myself. I am myself.
I feel and act as an adult. I sit up straight. I no longer walk the way I used to. Now, my arms swing, and I walk with my head held high. I don't have any problems with balance or coordination. I listen better. I smile more often. I am open to learning more. New goals inspire me. I place no blame or guilt on others. I take responsibility for my thoughts and behaviors. I'm no longer hiding from life and responsibility. I speak up.
My short experience with alternative therapies has been positively mind-boggling. Alternative medical practitioners aren't afraid to combine old therapies with new ones. Fetalogos combines Eastern and Western medicine. Rodney looks at the whole picture- mind, body, and spirit. This is a wonderful and refreshing way to be helped.
This is the time to let alternative therapies out of the medical closet. It is time to restore what works and add it to modern medicine. This integrated approach is the way of the future, and I want to be part of it. It is a path worthy of exploration by all, regardless of what degrees you may have.
I
am very grateful to Rodney Julian and his Fetalogos technique. My outlook
on life has totally changed. My physical symptoms are nearly nonexistent.
Every day someone tells me how great I sound and look. My friends can't
believe the weight I've lost. I wake up feeling wonderful. Along with
God's daily lessons and unconditional love, Fetalogos has helped ensure
my permanent healing." H.D. Dallas, TX
Fetalogos is not intended to diagnose or treat any illnesses. Neither is it a substitute for regular medical care and visits to licensed professionals.
